After a whole year of disappearance, I've finally found a book that motivated me to post my review again. Strangely, that is none other than David Levithan's Everyday.
Why this book? You'll ask me. To be a bit honest, i came across this book a few times before i read it, but never once did it interest me enough to flip open the cover to read. Well, now that i did, it was just like BAM!
My mind got exploded.
Really, from the outside Everyday looks a bit like a typical teenage love story that probably look like a knock off of the fault in our stars or something even like twilight- you know, the very-in-love but cannot be together kinda lovey dovey thing.
IT ISN'T.
The story comes quickly, i guess. From the very first part of the story, protagonist A talks about how he is in Justin's body, and how he is a different person every morning as he wakes up.
No mystery, yet pretty mysterious...
Okay, so next the wonderful beautiful Rhainnon shows herself as Justin's girlfriend, and 'A' falls in love. After practicing a no attachment nor involvement rule for as long as he can remember, he finds himself unable to resist her. Hence, they end up at the beach, just as Rhainnon wants.
I mean, you can actually see the love coming!!!!! Even in Justin's body, A copes so well with Rhainnon that even non big fans of romance stories like me can feel it and actually really, really hope that something nice will happen. The date goes really really well <3 <3, but it comes to an end and IT MAKES YOU WONDER!
Probably when you come to moments like this in books, you'll, to a certain extent, know something extraordinary will happen or even anticipate for the plot twist or something similar. I was doing that when i finish the first part of the story (when A says goodbye to Rhainnon for the day), but in the next chapter, A STILL WAKES UP IN ANOTHER BODY.
Okay so what if the story IS suppose to go this way? Little suspensions build the story, authors like to say. Fine i admit that. But really in the next few hundred pages or so, Rhainnon makes A wonder and want something he never knew he'll want, and that is exactly what the story is about.
See, throughout the story, 'A' quite descriptively tells us about the host he is in, how they function, their lives, the people around them etc. But really, the thing that he is in their body, experiencing their lives while learning at the same time is what get me hooked. Of course, his mistake on leaving his host by the roadside one night as he sneaked out to meet Rhainnon at a party builds up suspense too, not to mention the killing, crazy need to see if he'll get a chance to be together with Rhainnon. These things contribute to the plot, but on deeper thoughts, the story focuses more on A's struggle to be trapped under his own skin, and wanting to have something he cannot want.
Really, this conclusion i draw out when i finished reading the book break my heart.
It is just so sad.
But on other thoughts, it cannot get better.
Whether it is a sci-fi story which can very possibly lead to a sequel; a typical teenage love story about the struggles of getting together despite the love; or a genuine book that silently pleads people to value what they have, Everyday just simply tells this extraordinary story about an innocent creature who is trapped, and also conveys the message that we'll never always get what we want.
Really, it is worth it.
And i HAVE to talk about the last part of the story. It not those crashing sadness that make you spill all your tears and ruin your book (like the fault in our stars), instead it brings a dull pain in your chest and screams WHYYYYYY.
Plus the suspense just make me go like :
But it was not really working. The last part came and it breaks me.
Well i've commented on the story all i can, no spoilers for you cause really, go read it it's worth it.
"People take love's continuity for granted, just as how they take their body's continuity for granted. They don't realize that the best thing about love is it's regular presence. Once you can establish that, it's an added foundation to your life. But if you cannot have that regular presence, you only have the one foundation to support you , always."
- David Levithan, Everyday.